It's a rainy Saturday morning. Again, I came to office to work. I have worked for nearly a month. All I could say about my internship is boring. There's no better word to describe it. There is no routine job for me since I'm a trainee. All I need to do is bring my own laptop and wait for new tasking. I admit that all the thing I have done so far is none related to my course, honestly. I chose to go for a food factory, and most importantly I knew it was a small and old place, I still go for it. I always wondered if I insisted and paid more attention to my internship, perhaps my life today would be a bit different.
Everyday is a boring day for me. Wait for 12noon and 5pm everyday. Wait for Saturday every week. Wait for end of month. I should have done some changes on such a boring job but there's nothing I can do to change it. It's an internship, a 6 month internship. They would not let me handle routine job since they know I'm just a trainee, a temporary worker that would not worth the time to teach and educate (and I'm glad that they did that). All they give me is some extra work, which could be done by someone else and can have being not existed at all. It's just some extra job that I think why it should exist since it just too extra and meaningless. I can't imagine how I am going to spend half a year in such a place. No space for self development and self enrichment.
Started to understand what a friend told me before. Internship is somehow useless, you can learn not much from it. I would not deny it. I think one day I would eventually agree with it. The company policy should change. I could see the workers are not happy with their current jobs. Yet, one of them have worked here for 20 years. Luckily my attachment with this company is 6 months and I would not stay any longer at here, seriously. Somehow I think I'm wasting my time at this place. I'm here just because the decision I made yesterday. So think twice before making any decision.
After all, it was not a whole negative thing. Glad that eventually I learnt and found something in my life. I am always unsure about my future planning, and I'm glad that this company have slowly guide me to look for the place where I shall belong. You have to pay to get the thing you want. It's true.
wah....... thank God my previous boss is a kind man.... he taught me a lot which my lec didn't teach zzzz
ReplyDeleteThe place I worked have so many trainees worked here before. So I think they knew teaching the trainees too much would be no use since eventually they will leave. Maybe should find somewhere where less people have internship, perhaps the scene would be different than mine having now.
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