It has been almost a week I'm at home

Tons of assignment are queing and I'm not eager to accomplish any of them

I keep questioning myself what is the most important thing that take place in my whole life

What am I looking for, why and how I'm going to do it

It seems that I never found the right answer

I realise that I am so far away from the direction of my life

Everything single thing that I expect in the past, are no longer the apple of my eyes

Am I changing too fast, or just I have not found the exact way of my life

Growing is one of  my concern

But I never get to grow mentally nor psychologically

Will the day ever appear in my life?

Will someone live well without a particular direction?

I'm desperately looking for mine,

Have you found yours?