既来之,则安之

我从不喜欢mid semester break holidays
原因是每次要烦该去那里,钱,交通
处处欠人情
或许大家都说可以回家
对, 回家
我也想
但是我不喜欢带着书和一大堆功课回家
重的要命
来临的一星期又让我心神不安
完全没读书去考试
看不懂
没办法练习
越来越对我的大学生活惊心胆跳
每天活在害怕世界里
围绕着我却是一班成绩不俗又非常在意成绩的人
复杂的人际关系
不择手段
我不明了
人说大了就有一大堆烦恼
我绝对举手赞成
好想好想
不想长大
希望每个学期赶快结束
回到有温暖的地方

昨晚去了 Bukit Tinggi Jaya Jusco
在Kim Gary
吃了Stone Grilled Rice & Ying Yong & 罗宋汤
RM15.90
也try了baked cheese rice with fish fillet
两样虽是signature item可是都还好
没大家想象中好吃

然后去看了where got ghost
也没我妹说得好看
还是我有太多心事
太多事担忧了?
很喜欢戏里的一个教训
要走shortcut, 就要准备对走的路负责
大家千万不要以为别人做的就一定没错
跟着就对了
要懂得分辩是非
所谓无风不起浪
一切都有其原因
大家请小心翼翼.......

我想唯一的办法是
既来之,则安之
以前多么希望自己可以多么的不平凡
现在的我却想要当个平凡的人
有平淡的生活
有每个人都有的一切
我, 真的想要.......

2 days gaining weight + spending $$ in Penang

AutoCity....wow..many high class restaurant & cafe....

seafood at tambun....we have fried sotong, fried mee, nestum prawn, he gou, siput & salted egg crab....














Lunch having penang laksa with sugar cane juice..nice but i prefer sarawak laksa after all~

























1st day
Breakfast: Hokkien Mee+Soya Bean+Chee Cheong Fun

High Tea: Cendol+Ais Kacang

Dinner: Popiah+ Hokkien Mee+Barbecue Fish+Wantan+Kangkung cuttlefish+Satay+Mixed Loh Ba+Char Kueh Tiao+Fresh Lime

Supper: Dessert(sweet potatoes,red beans,white fungus, cincau)

I will get overweight if CY continues to feed me@-@

having dessert as supper....

see, even some programme hosts come for the dessert...















erm...quite ok the dessert, i choose cincau, sweet potatoes, red beans & white fungus....but forget to take the pics....

Wow, guess what i have here...food again? indeed....famous cendol in penang....along a street...the one that u have to line up to buy...have to stand to eat.....the cendol really not bad la...i also try ais kacang....but for me cendol is nicer....

see, even PCK & wife visit the street cendol stall before....

standing eating, standing eating famous cendol....hmmm....yummy...i love the red bean..it is huge and sweet and tasty..my very first experience~

thoughts and feelings

Selamat Hari Raya
my second time not spending these holidays with family
staying at the college all by alone for 2 days
i keep making the same mistakes like last year
keep owing other people
worrying and scaring that one day they will ask a payback from me
these two days are calming for me
no distractions no noisy sounds
having my sleep anytime
waking at anytime
doing anything i want
having the strong intention and desire to move out
but where can i go without the expensive technology
there is only one place available
i always insist on single room regardless how expensive it is
pointless to move out and sharing room with another person
i cant sleep with light on at night
i cant study with people keep talking
i cant stand for people keep 'giving opinion' on my lifestyle
upm is really bad in accommodation
expecting 4 students to live in a room
well, it may sound OK but please at least spare a bigger space
not just a bed, a chair, a desk and a wardrobe
the place is so limited
u will hit other stuff and roommates when u walk around
no place to hang shirts
limited wireless coverage
the uni is merely offering students to overnight
not for the living of students
students need to study and online
well, there are many students able to get used with this 'condusive' environment
therefore the above arguments are merely my personal opinions
everything is subjective depending how u look into the issue
probably i am not into it
i shall leave, not knowing the exact time and place
leaving far for this complicated human relationship
lies selfishness troubling people
who never admit the things they have done
kept asking others to do something that they wont do in behind
if u care, just tell in out
stop telling lies to protect yourselves and hazardous to the people around
sick of these stupid and unreasonable lies
i am what i am today because the choices i made
not knowing the consequences
all i can do now is bare everything
there are always some reasons in behind of everything
i do agree
i do understand
so please stay away from me
or else, i will sure stay away from u
wondering why people get older there are more and more complicated stuff
there is always one saying
NO HOPE NO DISAPPOINTMENT
indeed
as long as not mixing with everything & everyone too close
u wont feel the pain
we come together because we have to
not because we want to
when everything pass
we are free to leave
this is all about malaysia uni life
i do agree of a senior's opinion
Uni cgpa is evaluating how good u remember the things u memorise the previous night of exam
i starts to agree that working life is all about dealing with different kinds of people
this is what uni life all about
throwing everyone in a complicated human relationship
so that u wont get shocked in the future
my friend is right
human relationship will exist as long as there are people around
surviving is merely how effective u deal with people
because by doing that
your cgpa will be excellent
your position in an organization will be high
your lecturer likes u and gimmes u a good grades
your friends love to hang around with u
your resumes will be as perfect as it is!

A day before raya~

A day before the Raya i went to Midvalley with my two best friends Cclia & CK. We met 10am early in the morning to maximise our shopping time so that we can back early. This is the antique car in Midvalley. CK was late and we had made the wrong decision asking her to join us as she never loves shopping. Everytime we two went inside a shop she will just stay outside. When Cclia & I went to Carrefour, she waited us at a CD store but then I received a sms from her that she went home already. Never ever ask her to join shopping....


Then, me and cclia have a SPECIAL ABC at Oasis FOOD Court before we went back. RM4 each. As usual, the red beans is disappointing. Tomorrow i will go Penang once again and I am sure CY will bring me to nice place to have ABC before I said the same thing again, west malaysia ABC is horrible~I managed to buy a set of mooncakes for my family and asked Cclia to bring back to my house. Although I miss the chance to be at home this particular holidays, regardless of regretness and grief, I am counting the days for this sem to end.....

Chef Demo~

Last lab~Bread

My group breads~variety of decoration...

Pizza(before baking)

Pizza( after baking)...very very nice...

Donuts

My Hotdog bread and donuts

Donuts( coated chocolate with almond flakes & black white sesame seeds)..very very delicious

Cakes+ Test 2

Chef Demo

Chocolate Cake

Sponge Cake

Blackforest Cake


My Test 2

Marble Cake, only manage to get 6 over 10.....the highest is 7 mark.....hmm..the making of butter cake or marble cake can be easy, but if no machine is allowed, it can be really tough and terrible at the same time...we have to beat the butter and sugar until light and fluffy with our own hands!!!! Gosh, my hands really hurts a lot, I was left behind that time, luckily got 2 malay guys and 1 indian lady helped me(actually they have 'no eyes' after seeing my pace compare to others..haha)..after baked, my cake was actually as hard as rock......that is why I get such a low marks....

Chocolate cake, yummy!!!the first time I decorate a cake, although not totally my deco, but i contribute the most la..haha..and Wani also....and also my other group members....VERY VERY FATTY...the cream(chocolates+cream+butter)

My group also make baked cheese cake, but we forgot to take some pictures, so greedy after the cake was baked, we just cut and divide among us....the cheese cake was nice also

***next week is my last class for this course, bread making, after raya I will have practical final examination, sauce+salad+roux+de-boning.....very very worried~~~~~